The Day After
So...
It has been a full 24 hours since the deed was done. My heart does NOT hurt less. But at least I am not blubbering at the first mention of you know who's name. Last night sleep was hard. I believe all the dogs KNEW Fitzy was gone. Not just not there but trully gone. As in, "You bastards, You killed Fitzy!" Citrus, the cat-dog was the worst. He played the tribal drums well into the wee hours of the morning. By four o'clock I was ready to give HIM the shot. (OK, not reallly) But, DAMN I do need some sleep. Riley slept on the bed all night, not sure if it was more for my comfort or his. And Rudy, well he just cried off & on. Sam...ok maybe I am wrong but he didn't seemed very phased. He just probably thought, "OH cool more food for me."
So... life goes on. At least for another day.
It has been a full 24 hours since the deed was done. My heart does NOT hurt less. But at least I am not blubbering at the first mention of you know who's name. Last night sleep was hard. I believe all the dogs KNEW Fitzy was gone. Not just not there but trully gone. As in, "You bastards, You killed Fitzy!" Citrus, the cat-dog was the worst. He played the tribal drums well into the wee hours of the morning. By four o'clock I was ready to give HIM the shot. (OK, not reallly) But, DAMN I do need some sleep. Riley slept on the bed all night, not sure if it was more for my comfort or his. And Rudy, well he just cried off & on. Sam...ok maybe I am wrong but he didn't seemed very phased. He just probably thought, "OH cool more food for me."
So... life goes on. At least for another day.

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